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高考后的最后一个夏天,enjoy it!
20 June
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eagles come and go to someplace much higher and when the silence grows what goes through your sniper's mind?Rie fu please wait for me,and i will never give up! what do you get after the enjoyment Last night,one of our classmate invited us to have dinner,because he won 3rd in our college personal show .
After i finished watching the movie which is made by our association,I came to join them.
To my surprise,some girls were invited in the dinner.All of us drank a lot ,we drank up four boxes of beer.I drank only a bottle of beer.So I was calm.
I went into anther room.There was nobody in the room,and the room was dark.I opened the window and
watched the street.less and less people walking on the street,more and more shop closing the door.I only could
see the bright moon in the dark room.
I have a long time not to watch the street like this when I was in the senior 3,I always keep quiet and watching
the street.It let me feel comfortable and I can think about myself.
college life confuse me for a long time,I still can't find myself,my goal, my dream,I learn nothing useful in these
three months.
I recgnize that the life in these three months is very happy,not pressure,not many homeworls, not many class--es,but I always ask myself:"what do you get after yhe enjoyment?"
suddenly their voice of laughing from another rom came into my ears``````````
绝望は甘い罠 闭ざされたその扉 心が戦场だから 谁にも救えない ぜんまいの心臓が 运命に操られ ブリキの兵队たちは 杀戮を始める 命さえも弄ぶのか 壊れかけたお伽の国で 胸の奥に走る痛みを どうかずっと忘れぬままで 欲望は毒林檎 手に入れたものはなに 未来の子供たちへと 残せるものはなに 爱を知らず揺れる揺り笼 燃え尽きてく眠りの森で 共に生きる喜びさえも 消えてしまう远く 优しさを信じ 全てを许して 慈しむようにただ わかちあって わかりあって 命さえも弄ぶのか 壊れかけたお伽の国で 胸の奥に走る痛みを どうかずっと忘れぬままで 爱を知らず揺れる揺り笼 なぜ仆らは生まれたのだろう 遥か彼方祈りの様な 子守呗が响く 优しさを信じ 全てを许して 慈しむようにただ わかちあって わかりあって 绝望是甜美的陷阱，紧闭的那扇门扉， 心灵就是战场，谁也无法拯救。 狭小的心脏，被命运操纵， 使用武力的士兵，开始了杀戮。 不懂爱的摇篮，即将燃尽 在沉睡之森。 共同生存的喜悦，也消失在远方。 相信温柔 原谅一切， 如同关爱 共同分享， 彼此理解。 给未来的你`````把这个困惑，迷茫的我留在这儿给你
未来的你````````
 我相信你会出现
let everything restartsometimes when we think about our life our dream,we will find that there are many mistakes in our life or our dream. the life is goes on,everything is goes on. i think that i need more time to think about my life.Because it always goes wrong. I think that everything need to restart.I must restart to think ,restart to make a plan. the most enjoyable thing in my life now is watching the dark blue sky and shining star it makes me feel calm and comfortable`````````````````[/ft] listening the music from cheerchen,and enjoy the feeling which called lonely The beginning of night and the end of nightThe college tells me to go to school at 9.5and i will go there at 9.3 by train. My holiday will be end .And my new life will be start.More free than before more fun than before . So now i show some picture about something i get in the holiday,and say something about my holiday feeling this is my dream----PSP and i got it several days before
the girl in the PSP's desktop is 佐佐木希,she is so beautiful,and i love her long hair My PSP is a blue one,I love the colour of blue
The back of PSP this is my guitar and it is a little big in the Classical guitar,because i am tall all of it are Rie fu's CD, i bough it from the internet.
THis is my biggest discovery in the holiday!She is so beautiful and i have been forget my feeling in the holiday~~~~ Tell you in the next time! The shoes,and think of our class lifeI bought a new pair of shoes when i was in FuZhou.These pair of shoes are very expensive and the shoes are sign for Tim Duncan.He is one of the best centers in the NBA,and i always play center too so i bought one,the shoes are called Stealth CC,Tim Ducan plays all the playoff games with this shoes ,and finally wins the Champion. These are my shoes
When i am making the photos,i think of our class life in senior 3,me and my deskmate used my cellphone to make some photos about our classmates' shoes my shoes my deskmate's shoes the classmate sitting behind me this is my deskmate,He is quite a funny boy,and he will go to a college in BeiJing
I will introduce him in details next time In the rich neighborhoodToday ,Through 4 hours's traveling,i have arrived in FuZhou ,the capital of our province. my aunt had bought a big house and invented me to go there, living for a few days.Here is called the Sam town .An villa area,and there are many rich men.
because buying a big villa in china is a hard thing ,you must pay more money,which is impossible for a normal family.
The environment is quiet good here,the area is quite silent,and just like a small town in Europe.and is a place to live.
my aunt has no time to enjoy this kind of life ,because of the busy work,and because of the hard work,She has become a successful person,and she is the best example in our big family,and she always encourages me and my sister to do like her,and she lets us know what is the goal in life-------the car ,the house,and successful career.
That is quite good,all of the electrical product imported from Japan .the air conditioner is Panasonic,the HD TV is Sony.
all the computers are from Sony too.Japanese productions quality is always good,rich man 's first choice.
But why the poors can't accept the richs?They get these things by themselves.And it can be a goal for the normal people,the poor people,Come on everyone has a chance to become a rich man!Just through your hard word. At the nightThis is my first time to write something after the college entrance examination . Now i can 't sleep very well again.so i wake myself up to write sth down.
I try to write something after the exam ,but I playing games all the times,that isn't a wonderful thing,you may wonder the reason why,because i 'm not enjoy the game I don't kow why ,before the exam,I think that the life after the exam will be wonderful,I can make girlfriend,enjoy playing game,play basketball,do all the things what i want to do.But now I can't remember anything waht i want to do .Just like I want to play some games but I can't remember their names,I want to see some films but I can't remember their names too
May be the exam confuses me .My mother asks me which the subject I want to study in the college,I have many desires before.But now i have no right to choose it.Because of the low score.
I love English,but I have n't got a high score in the college entrance examination.So i was negatived by the score,even though i have ever got a high score,the same situation happened on my mathe.I don't like mathe but i study it very hard,and got a high scored in a chain of exam before the college entrance examination.
I hope that I can insist on writing blog at college .Kiss the night and say good bye no titleThe college entrance examination has benn passed for a few days,i 'm not relax at all.because i don't know the result ,and i don't want to forcast it,because that is no useful,the score has been settled.You can't change it.So why so many people want to forcast it?Just make some body happy?That is cheat himself and cheat his own heart. in the end,hope that the boring life will be end soon! no titleThe college entrance examination has benn passed for a few days,i 'm not relax at all.because i don't know the result ,and i don't want to forcast it,because that is no useful,the score has been settled.You can't change it.So why so many people want to forcast it?Just make some body happy?That is cheat himself and cheat his own heart. in the end,hope that the boring life will be end soon! only 2 days left!!i haven't writen the blog for a long time,because of the busy day.everyday everywhere i do the same things,
studying,doing homework,this kind of boring life will be end.And i think the life will become colorful again.
several days ago,i watched the movie<<ever remember love>>and found that the song in the movie was quite good.
And in these days,i have downloaded many songs,some songs in the game<<need for speed>>and some were from <<nba live>>.
my senior 3 life, i am standing on the end of it.
upload the .lyrics of <<dreams be>> the rie fu's new single i have a coldi don't know why i have a cold,maybe is the peppery food,and i can't stop my nasal mucus from going down,and my head hurt,i can 't listen the class,and do some homework,i feel so terrible,and it let me think of my senior school entrance examination,because i have a bad cold before this important exam,and finally i do so bad.But the admit line is lower than any other years,so i admitted.
now,through the 5.1 festival,i must face a big exam,all the senior 3 students in our city will join this exam,and all of us want to know what is the position in our city.so this exam is very important.
But now my situation is very bad,my review plan is broken.And my best friend call me to play basketball this holiday,but i have a bad cold~~~~~~~~~~~~~
i am very sad about that.because after 37days,in other words after the college entrance examination,we will be apart.
So i treasure our friendship,and enjoy the time we playing basketball game and wining other class .
But now i can 't play with them
i haven't had a cold for a long time
this is some photos about my classmates
______________________________i don't know what's up,and i feel so bad this two weeks.Because i boring study again,i don't want to do anything ,i know that will make a bad result,but still boring study,i know that is so bad,i know that is wrong .But i still do it,i don't know why.
Somethings i want to do the College entrance examination right now ,because i have bored it for a long time ,i am boring this kind of life ,i can't finish the homework everyday,it's too heavy for me,and sometimes i can't understand what teacher said in the class.i am affraid i will be failed in next exam if i still do like this.
nobody know what things will going on.So am i
but i must get down to work. Some photosi have a advance in this exam,and i hope that i can contiune to study hard,and try my best to make some bad subjects better ,and keep this tendency.I hope that i can keep it until my final exam----College entrance examination.
So i have a good mind to make some photos in my classroom,and the desk which is full of books is my desk,and some books are on the desktop,the red bag is my school bag.
I hope that everything will be all right since this exam when i hear the new song from Rie fuAfter 10 month,i hear the new song from Rie fu,i just want to cry,because i am not study very hard,and the goal for me is near,but i do everything without the brave,i feel so bad,every girls who i love ,all of them have boyfriend,but no one know me ,except them.i have suspect myself what i really want,A good friend who is a girl or a good girlfriend who knows me very well?I have no idea.
After this exam i am so affraid of it's result,because i feel so bad after i finish the exam.But tomorrow when i see the result,may be i will be surprise,if that is a surprise,it will be a big bad surprise,because i have many experience
about it. i don't want to say Sorry to my goal because i want to leave this city and this country
Please face the realityI am suprised at my bad score,I felt so good before this exam
 ,iI think through my anlyise ,my bad subjects will become well,but the score proof me wrong. I have relaxed for a long time
 ,I can't let myself more tension,because my heart is tension but my behavior is relax,Why?because i have no enough courage to face the bad reality, the bad subject doesm't become well as I think,and i bnegin to regret of sth what i have done when i was a child again ,I think that i am fearing the reality.Now i must say something about two girls what i love, one is give me the energy but another one give me big pressure,I love them Uou may wonder why i can love two girls at same time?Because they don't love me at all,but i must try my best to study hard in order to win their heart! a composition His name is JetLi,the world's most famous Kong Fu movie star he was born in April 1963 in Beijing,When he was 7 years old ,he began formal training in BeiJing Sports school,and through his hard work ,he jioned the Wu Shu team of BeiJing,When he was 11 years old ,he won the Chinese National WuShu Champion ,after this competition,he began to play some roles in the film,from then on he has gone on to make over 30 movies.
He was famous for his movie<<Shan Lin Si>> in 1981,and <<Hero>> in 2004.
He combines his acting ability with the Chinese Kong Fu in a good way,which makes Chinese culture better know all over the world bad mind at nightFinished this week's study,my mind become bad again,my exam result is so bad,i don't know why i feel so steady at ordinary times,may be hide the fears deeply into the heart,i must keep cool and think about how to improve the exam result.
when I face the rash world I become more rash than the world,when I fave the weakness,i become more weak than it.
I still searching the real love ,because of my weak heart,I really want someone care about me,but i make a fault,I beg one's love ,desire one's love.but it will not be true,even though i really love someone for a long time.but she doesn't give me a chance,now we only have 95 days left.It will not be true any more At the end of this holidayWatched some movies and read some books, did some home works.
talked with a New Zealander and became angry for a short time.
felt the real love in the movie,and realized the world at a short time.
wrote some blogs,and envied the Italian lifestyle.Played basketball two times
and made a dream.Lost sleep for one night.
tomorrow will back to reality.
that's all.
Fuck this holiday
a pure love worldListening the theme song of 秒速5センチメートル ,the moive
made by the talented comic director 新海城,i have seen some comic
from him,his love story can moved me ,and other love story can't do
this,and in the beautiful frame,and the music enter my ears.the story is a chain of
story about their distance,but they love each other very much,and the love is pure.
其实爱本该这样纯洁，只不过我们在世俗中呆的太久，忘却了这样的感受，
世界也本该是这样美好的，人与人之间的感情也本该是美好的，单纯而又真挚。
而面对这样美好的爱，我们浮躁的心出了震撼，再也没有别的感觉了。
one more time one more chance これ以上何を失えば 心は許されるの どれ程の痛みならば もういちど君に会える One more time 季節よ うつろわないで わがままな性格が なおさら愛しくさせた One more chance 記憶に足を取られて One more chance 次の場所を選べない いつでも捜しているよ どっかに君の姿を 向かいのホーム 路地裏の窓 こんなとこにいるはずもないのに すべてかけて抱きしめてみせるよ 寂しさ紛らすだけなら 誰でもいいはずなのに One more time ふざけあった 時間よ いつでも捜しているよ どっかに君の姿を 交差点でも 夢の中でも こんなとこにいるはずもないのに 奇跡がもしも起こるなら 今すぐ君に見せたい 新しい朝 これからの僕 言えなかった「好き」という言葉も 夏の想い出がまわる ふいに消えた鼓動 いつでも捜しているよ どっかに君の姿を こんなとこに来るはずもないのに 願いはもしも叶うなら 今すぐ君のもとへ すべてかけて抱きしめてみせるよ いつでも捜しているよ どっかに君の破片を 旅先の店 新聞の隅 こんなとこにあるはずもないのに 奇跡がもしも起こるなら 今すぐ君に見せたい 言えなかった「好き」という言葉も いつでも捜してしまう どっかに君の笑顔を 欲しいものなど もう何もない take back the hearti have lived a long time without reality,and i must take back the heart,because
our things is A delusory pleasure,all the things i can do is take back myself into
reality.This is my fate,and break the fate is the way to through the fate,
and if i escape from the fate ,i will live with the fate forever.
and the last king of scotland is a film,let me thinking and let my lose sleep at spring festival night.
To tell the truth,free is very important for a man.And don't be taken in by superficial phenomenon.
and escape from reality is a way to bed ending ,it may be let you dead I hate spring festivalThe TV program is ridicules,and all the people on the street are making so much noize.
And i need silence,I hate this bad small city,I hate the Spring festival.I hate this kind of
life,I hate my hurt back,i hate the TV program,I hate it!
Keep silent..............
why i stay here,why we need to pass the exam,why we need love,why we can't be alive without
love?why we want to live, not just to exist,why we can't escape from the reality?why we can't
be exist?Why i need to suffer from the life without internet?WHY leese,i remember.when you see this article,may be i am sleeping,and have a dream,because of the different time.
if you see this article,several days later,My blog is like the key to my heart.And i writting what i thinking,
and please read it carefully.
thank you. A short holiday,and tension for a long timeonly a week ,this holiday,is famous for all the student,the shortest holiday for chinese students,just for senior 3.
i can't use after the end of holiday,and we will have only 3month to take part in the exam,God bless me. Love is not the place you can escape fromLove is not the place you can escape from,the world need you to construct ,and use you own power,don't want other people can help you ,the dream is in the reality,the dream also need you to construct.
keep moving!
fear and anger isn't the real emotion,and the good mind with friends is the real emotion.
share your good time with friends.
and you can feel existing on the world.
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